i think i feel abandoned...

i don't want to go back to college. I don't want to deal with her, and drama, and the fake bullshit. I want her to take SOME FUCKING DAMN INITIATIVE. I want to go back to college. To MY school to MY team to MY life...oh wait I don't have one without her popping up somewhere in it. She makes me feel like a chump. a tool. here's to another day. shit, i think i'm an optimist.