overall my internship has been just what i needed to get my head back into the idea of second semester. I actually like being at home, I feel like i have more freedom here than at school plus I don't have to deal with the drinking and the partying. Even with my healthy living community i feel like an outcast at college.

but at the same instance I'm ready to go back. I'm actually kind of nervous for lacrosse. I know tryouts will be hard but man oh man I can't wait to play. I can't wait to have teammates come  together to become family.

I'm also ready to (re) establish my social life. I can't decide if i should sell my Sammy Adams tickets or not. I know everyone will be talking about it later, but i have no damn interest in going...we'll see how it works out. I'm so pumped for Rocky Votolato on March 20. omfg.

I'm proud of myself for getting this far. I'm still confused about what is truly best for me but no matter what I'm going to keep my head up about it. I love the fact that I'm making more conversation and saying what i think. its the fragile moment that I'm cherishing more and more even if its just a facebook chat and someone calling me incredible.

its late now, and I've been powering through books and the second season of lie to me in my free time. i want to record more.
cheers,
~rach